Tilly ✨ @dockers@godforsaken.website

With the meta stuff going round I feel like I need to repeat this:

If I'm interacting with or following a person who has done something Bad, it will be because I don't know what has happened. Please do tell me rather than thinking that I condone their behaviour, so I can take the right action.

Thanks pals 💜

Because I post about being ill a lot, here is a post with things I have been diagnosed with:

• PCOS
• Endometriosis
• Asthma
• Bipolar disorder
• Anxiety disorder
• Anaemia
• Underactive thyroid

Also currently looking into the possibility I have chronic fatigue syndrome

So there you go, should explain it a bit 😅

If you have any questions about anything, feel free to ask

Has anyone had their covid booster + flu jab at the same time?

I have mine tomorrow and wondering if I need to prepare to be sick(er than usual) 🥲

if I could sort this I think I would cry with relief

A lovely friend lent me the money to pay off my loan with no interest! I feel so grateful.

I now have a little smaller one to pay off that £171.30

I'm not expecting anything but being able to pay that off too would be great. Things are finally looking up a bit for me!

@mutualaid

https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/dockers

Illness is chronic but I'm still kinda cute

Glad we have warm hoodies and blankets because who can afford to put the heating on this winter? 😣

Fever, headache, shivery. Testing negative but isolating just in case. Hopefully just a cold

Oh baby here comes the sound

My life is awful rn. Trying to hold on to hope

Going to try the sofa tonight instead. Its not really long enough but at least it shouldn't injure me 😆

This is what sleeping on a mattress that has springs sticking out of it does 🥲

I think I might have covid again, lol

I got chest pains straight after posting this and I don't think its a coincidence

I'll shut up now. Apologies

Even though I know there is no shame in mutual aid, it would be a massive thing for me to not have to ask for help every month.

And one day, getting to the point where I can help others

At one point I had absolutely nothing. Now I have a job, and a roof over my head, and I still don't have enough money to live but its a start. If I could just get rid of/reduce this one repayment I'd be so much more stable

I've made so much progress, but its just this one holding me back

I know everyone is sick of me but this is a life changing amount for me, so I have to try. I have no family members I can lend it from - I've tried but they're all poor, or dicks

On that note I should try to sleep, as due to my bladder waking me up so much, I need to be in bed for at least 9 hours a night (so I get at least 6 hours of sleep)

I know its ridiculous but I can't find a doctor who cares 🤷‍♀️