Dockers ⭐ @dockers@godforsaken.website

With the meta stuff going round I feel like I need to repeat this:

If I'm interacting with or following a person who has done something Bad, it will be because I don't know what has happened. Please do tell me rather than thinking that I condone their behaviour, so I can take the right action.

Thanks pals 💜

Because I post about being ill a lot, here is a post with things I have been diagnosed with:

• PCOS
• Endometriosis
• Asthma
• Bipolar disorder
• Anxiety disorder
• Anaemia
• Underactive thyroid

Also currently looking into the possibility I have chronic fatigue syndrome

So there you go, should explain it a bit 😅

If you have any questions about anything, feel free to ask

Oh look its a wishlist, how did that get here 👀

https://www.amazon.co.uk/hz/wishlist/ls/2Z2MHFN3VAUJ9?ref_=wl_share

I hope this means brighter days are coming 💜

🌈

I'm so sorry all I do here is rant and get upset but my life is such a mess right now

Like I need to find £700 a month somehow to cover all my bills and essentials, Universal Credit isn't even half of that, I've exhausted payment breaks and this total is even on lower payments, I've applied for 50+ jobs...I don't know what else to do

Once again just feel like I'd be better off dead

*I won't harm myself its just my brain*

Still waiting for a Universal Credit decision, and the advance isn't enough and just puts me in more debt. Love to be in this mess after losing 2 jobs cos of the government's useless pandemic response

Fuck it, I have a JustEat voucher from my birthday that I was saving for a time like this so I'm going to order pizza this weekend

I'm taking my meds and vitamins, fuelling myself with lots of homemade meals stuffed with veggies etc and I still feel half dead

I know I just need the surgery but that's not happening for a while now so I'm just doing everything I can to not feel shit 😭

I spent a whole 5 hours out of bed today and walked around 1 (ONE) shop and now I'm in so much pain I can't sleep even though I'm exhausted

Also should I be offended that she's buying me deodorant

My personal favourite is 'DOCTOR Pepper'

When you ask your mum if she needs a doorstep grocery drop, and she sends you this 🤯🤦‍♀️

1am and I just want a cinnamon oat latte

Sorry everything I post here lately is so negative haha but I am having A Bad Time

I'm in so much pain, constantly, and regularly spending 18 hours+ a day in bed. I can't live like this until April 😭

My surgery wasn't lifesaving I guess but still time critical and lifechanging so I think I'm allowed to be a bit heartbroken

Think I've switched from upset to angry now and I'm not sure which one is worse

My favourite insult was "if you don't have sex its not a relationship you're just friends"

Romantic love can be different things. Its like saying I'm a lesser human being because my favourite colour is purple, but yours is red and you think that's the only right option

I hope you're all prepared to come to the UK for my wedding because at this rate I'll have no irl friends left to attend 😂

Honestly think I would have had a better reaction if I'd told them I was racist or something, I'm floored. Who knew being pan/biromantic and asexual would be so scary to others when its really none of their business anyway🤷‍♀️

Isn't coming out at 30 fun lol

Also I told someone irl about being asexual and they told others, it hasn't been a positive reaction so I need this space more than ever now