Dockers @dockers@godforsaken.website

Tough to speak out about this but I'm currently struggling with £15,000+ of debt that was ran up during periods of mania 3 yrs ago. It started at £22,000 but I've stuck to the huge repayments which means never having wage left for groceries etc. Now overdraft charges have gone up massively too.

I can't get a reconsolidation loan and I can't get an IVA for a few reasons, so if anyone ever has spare money to throw my way I'd appreciate it a LOT 💕

https://www.paypal.me/dockers

Oh look its a wishlist, how did that get here 👀

https://www.amazon.co.uk/hz/wishlist/ls/2Z2MHFN3VAUJ9?ref_=wl_share

It was worth it though to spend time with this one, who is just as nice as he is on tv, if not nicer. What a babe!

Left the house for work at 8am. Just got home 😭 done over 40,000 steps and I am in pain lol

Time to meet tonight's celeb

Pls don't be a dick, pls don't be a dick

5 hours of work down, 11 hours to go!

Just want to curl up into a ball and cry

Honestly life is just taking the piss now. I'm going to have a breakdown at this rate

My brain right now: ⛈

Apparently this is the time of night where all my thoughts get spilled out all over your timelines, I do apologise

A girl from uni added me on facebook and it looks like shes lost at least 7 or 8 stone

Now sat here wondering why I can't do the same and that people probably see me as a failure and a mess

Also my endo is still playing up so I'm going to be in pain the whole time

I'm going to get ill doing this but I figure its better than being homeless. Yay capitalism!!!!!

Time for 6 hours sleep now before the fun begins 😬

My nickname is enzyme, because I break down easily

16 hour work day tomorrow.

Pros:
Tour managing a cute celeb who seems nice
Money towards paying off overdraft

Cons:
I'm going to be exhausted
ALL of the money needs to go to the overdraft so its just dead money lol

I am having A Day